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why did it turn worse?
my impulsiveness is killing me and causing harm to me. i hate that! hate it so much!
i dont want quarrels with him anymore.. i just want him to be happy. but i cant seem to do so for him. he dont flare up and get angry easily but once he is angry.. tt's it. i wil be in deep shit trouble. i think im already in very very very very big trouble now.
he needs time n space to think.. then i am the one giving him that. by doing so.. i think i can become panda in a few days. if his answers are positive.. becoming panda is ok. but what i worried so much is that the answer is negative. i hate this feeling!
even thought the time spent together is not long or not enough but his presence in my life means so much to me. i dont want him to walk out and leave me standing there again.
why must i be so implusive and do things that i will regret afterwards?
i cant blame anyone but myself.
right now i just want him to turn back and embrace me again. . . i really long for his hugs alot.. since the last time i met him til now. but i miss him especially more NOW.. really wana kill myself for being so implusive. *bang wall* =_( what can i do to redeem all this. . . *sob sob*
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