finally IPP came to an end le.. going back to school to study n hit the books everyday liao.
have been going out since thurs and eat so much fattening food mans. really have to exercise to get rid of those fats!!! argh!
27/04
went to Galilee and eat with gene, roger, kiran, palvin and ken.. to celebrate IPP coming to an end. hehe. get to talk and crap so much and its soo enjoyable.. to me la. haha. played my fav uno game (shd be called that name) and its so challenging. i simply love to play that game!
guys who never went there should go there and try their food. the ambience there is cosy and can catch up with friends. must try their waffle muffle--> waffle with ice cream! ;0)
went to level 9 koolpix to take photos. haha. den went home after that.. was soo tired.
28/04
miss my colleagues there.. they are so nice to me!! gave me prezzies and treat me dim sum buffet. time really flies.. my 11 weeks of attachment just passed like that.
i will miss alot alot of people there.. miss their entertainment and company =)
went to visit neyton at ttsh with fazali.. he have wad tonsil illness (i am bad with medical terms). he cant talk loudly yet but now able to talk liao. he have a very cute dino lo.. look like him. i tink la. haha. i dont mind being warded if someone gonna give me that cute dino.. *hint* hehe. i want the biggest dino.. so nice to play with. haha. (fazli - see the photo below and the big credit attn to you? touched? lol. now everyone know is you who send me the photos liao..even though is my phone who took them. dots. haaha.)
after that went to eat steamboat with gene, roger and ken. hahas. eat while we talk and gossip people. heheh. mostly teasing abt ken la. his actions are so funny lo..at time. stil early when we finish so thinking of places to slack. think of so many places but cant really decide till we reach mrt station.
went to Gelare and have my fav waffle ice cream. yummy! *licky* develop a liking for waffle ice cream.. simply drool when i think of it!
went home and sleep after that.. down with so many illness. hais.
29/04
meet up with ee gongs dearies for dinner. but before that meet jia and go cine take her 'repaired' bag. go walk around since we still have time. once again didnt see any clothes that catches my eyes but more of bags and shoes. as usual. hahaa. but i manage to refrain from buying la. hee. went to bugis to meet them but they are late again.. AGAIN! always! aiyo! but nvm llaa.if they are not late den i wont be able to buy my perfume le. so is blessing in disguise :]
had our dinner at secret garden.. recommend by med. a very secluded place suitable for couple to go. ambience there is best.. food ma.. quite nice la but considered abit ex ba. ard 30+ for one meal. we actually spend 2+ hrs on our dinner.. start at 8 and finish everything ard 10+. wow! long ba? when you are there.. you will forget abt time n just get immersed deep in the conversations with friends.
tired now.. all the days of eating sinful food that i shdnt eat had worsen my illness. voice changed .. nose block..thorat hurts. what can be worse den that?
gonna zZz liao. gg out again tml.. hopefully get better but not much chances laaa.
now its photo time!!!!!!
dino cute ba? hehe *grins* --> BIG credit to fazli for sending me the photo! 
all those nice colleagues that i got to know at MTI!!
from left: ken, eugene, me, roger
concentrating on my so called uno game.. haaha. shhh...dont disturb!
soMickey-ish' ; 3:10 AM ; Comment it!
You've got a little bit of Monica going on!
Mon! You're the normal one, honey, in the best way possible. You're caring, you're responsible, you look to the future—what a gem. Wait a second, did you just start editing for grammar mistakes in the middle of reading your own compliments? Ok, so you like things, well, the way you like them. But even when you're smiling through clenched teeth, waiting for everyone else to get with the program, deep down, you're really still smiling. You're just waiting for that impatient moment to pass. When it comes right down to it, you are thoughtful, meticulous, and good at what you do. As for romance, you can be a little picky and want things to be just-so. We wouldn't expect anything less. And like the original Monica, if you can avoid rushing into things, you'll find the right match and all the happiness your sweet, finicky, heart deserves.
Which "Friend" Are You?
soMickey-ish' ; 10:09 AM ; Comment it!
have been doing nothing since i start work yest..supervisors have no work for me at all. if have is also those that can be done in an hour or two de. so now doing some tests to waste time. haha.
tata.. for those wu liao ren like me!! =)You Are A Friendly Ex 
You and your ex are just friends - great friends really.
(At least that's what you keep telling yourself!)
While civility is a good thing, make sure you're not secretly wanting more...Your Candy Heart Says "Cutie Pie" 
You always seem to have a hot date, even though you never try to meet anyone.
A total charmer, you have a natural appeal that keeps you in high demand.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: multiple dates with multiple people
Your flirting style: 100% natural
What turns you off: serious relationship talks
Why you're hot: you're totally addictingYou Are 50% Weird 
Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.You Were a Porcupine 
You have created your own path in life, and you encourage others to do the same.
Even as life progresses, you always maintain a sense of wonder and innocence.
soMickey-ish' ; 10:25 AM ; Comment it!
been doing nothing.. nothing.. the whole day.
jus laze on the bed watching tv.. sleeping..eating
now cant sleep liao.
arghhhhhhhh!!
miss ee gongs dearies so much... cant wait to go back school and gossip for all we want!
i want NYP food!
miss lectures tutorials familiar faces!
BOOOOOOOBOOOOOOOOOOO ;p
soMickey-ish' ; 1:10 AM ; Comment it!
Loyal and generous. --> True
Patriotic. --> Maybe? ----- i dont even know wads tt!
Competitive in everything. --> True (Pool @ MS?) ----- thnks. i realise that too! haha
Active in games and interactions. --> True
Impatient and hasty. --> False ----- actually im if nt i wont screwed up my r/s
Ambitious. --> Maybe?
Influential in organizations. --> TRUE! ----- WHY must you put in CAPS? ;p
Fun to be with. --> True ----- say u surely will miss my presence in MTI de. wahaha
Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. --> False
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. --> Hmm... ----- hmmm..cont la. toothead! hehe
Easily influenced by kindness. --> I jump, you jump. You jump, I siam ----- nono! i jump u also must jump. tt's the rule. lol
Polite and soft-spoken --> True ----- i tink u r the first to say im softspoken ba! no one ever say tt. *sob*
Having lots of ideas. --> True
Sensitive. --> Maybe? ----- im sensitive to. . . i also dono la. hee
Active mind. --> True
Hesitating, tends to delay. --> False
Choosy and always wants the best. --> False
Temperamental. --> Not a victim yet. ----- dont ever think of trying to be a victim. u wil regret de. haha
Funny and humorous. --> True
Loves to joke. --> True
Good debating skills --> True
Has that someone always on his/her mind. --> True
Talkative. --> True ----- everyone will agree with you.. rite.. my dearies n darlings out there?
Daydreamer. --> Maybe ----- i wish i am but i think to a certain extent i am lalalaa
Friendly. --> True
Knows how to make friends. --> True
Abiding. --> True
Able to show character -->True
one guy/girl kind of person. --> True
Loveable. --> True ----- thnks for agreeing with me. i know i am loveable. hehe. bhb
Easily hurt. --> Let me toss you and I'll give you the ans. ----- you dare to toss me.. den dont forget what you scared the most!!! *tickle*
Prone to getting colds. --> True
Loves music. --> True
Pretty/handsome. --> True ----- thnks once again =) *bows*
Loves to dress up. --> True
Easily bored. --> True ----- haha. always go over disturb you of cuz easily bored lo...
Fussy --> False
Seldom shows emotions. --> Emotions as in.. Postive or negative? ----- cant you say both.. + & -? aiyo! hee
Takes time to recover when hurt. --> Let me stab you with a knife and I will give u the ans ----- you stab me? or i stab you first? let u choose but think before you ans hor. *evil grin*
this is found in my prev entry comment. hahas. wondering who is the one who commented and i realise is YOU! hehe. found out by your nick--> where's my watch. haha. clever?
IPP left with 5 days and i am out of MTI.. going back to school with my ee gongs and seeing familiar faces again. excited to go back to school but will miss all the people here (except for some la). they are nice and caring towards me. especially my supervisors.
soMickey-ish' ; 10:40 AM ; Comment it!
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible...better than all of these other months!
Loyal and generous.
Patriotic.
Competitive in everything.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know.
Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive.
Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental.
Funny and humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills.
Has that someone always on his/her mind.
Talkative.
Daydreamer.
Friendly.
Knows how to make friends.
Abiding.
Able to show character.
one guy/girl kind of person.
Loveable.
Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds.
Loves music.
Pretty/handsome.
Loves to dress up.
Easily bored.
Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
this is my personality given according to my month..
anyone can tell me whether izit true about me or not? =)
soMickey-ish' ; 4:22 PM ; Comment it!
Why there are guys that can understand their girl angry moments. .
Why they can just forgive their girl and continue with their relationship. .
Why they dont seem to take it to heart that their girl say things in a moment of anger. .
Why they are willing to continue the relationship after everything happen. .
Why they wont choose to take their girl 'angry moments' words to heart and take it seriously. .
Why they are willing to take the pain and sacrifice for the sake of continuing this relationship. .
so many whys inside my head and the only person who can give me the answer is U.
why others guys are willing to undertake all the pain involved but you cant?? perhaps this is you ba.. your character.
i know there is no turning back in your decision and i will respect that. you can do whatever you want but i also have the right to do so. since you choose to walk away without a clear explanation then i just have to stand on the same spot.
soMickey-ish' ; 3:05 PM ; Comment it!
went to cine and sing k in the afternoon with med n jia but the service there is really very bad! wad i mean is really very very extremely kaes!
other k-box location is alright but cine k-box cust service is like s-h-i-t. if you dont wish to serve people den dont ever be in the service line. chase the customers away only when their time is up and not 30mins before that.
*whooish.. let out everything...*
now talk about some happy matters. =)
went to buy my fav smoothie at my fav place.. must drink at least once a wk den i will feel man zu. yum yum. hehe.
after that went to far east and shop becuz med n jia wana buy jeans. i feel like buying shoes again lo.haha. when i say this.. i know many people wana scold me again. hahaa. know why? cuz i bought 3 pairs of shoes in 9 days! retail therapy for me cuz my mood is so down recently.
never thought that i will buy any clothes but in the end i bought a top n bottom lo. aiyo. waste money again. at the rate i am going i think my allowance will delepte in no time mans. :p
soMickey-ish' ; 1:06 AM ; Comment it!
The Keys to Your Heart 
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
soMickey-ish' ; 12:20 PM ; Comment it!
soMickey-ish' ; 4:40 PM ; Comment it!
i love tis sem timetable.. hahas. its so slacked lo. monday blues so monday i dont need to go school. lol. wahah. my latest class ends at 7pm which is just nice for my dinner. hhehe. i can go shopping on wed becuz my class ends at 12pm. whohoo! lallaa. i can go swim on either thurs or fri. must exericse if nt so fat liao. hahah.
i have already plan out what i can do after class.. make full use of time. hehe. bullshit only!
soMickey-ish' ; 4:47 PM ; Comment it!
due to our da jie birthday, the ee gongs had a chance to meet for the celebration cum gathering cum bitching session. ahaha. met at bugis and almost everyone was late lo. dots. haha. only jia, lishi and i were there early and hong was on time..as usual. hehe.
went to Terra, cafe opposite adidas, for our dinner and start on our gossipping n updating session after ordering our dinner. its the 3rd time during this ipp that all of us meet up. cant believe it! in the past we will see each other everyday. haha.
wana go take neo-prints but the shop close liao so we use digital cam and stand outside urban co to take photos. weird? ahah. but all of us just happen to stand outside there ma.. haha. really had fun with all the ee gongs =)
soMickey-ish' ; 12:06 AM ; Comment it!
pics that were taken especially f0r Heather, my supervisor, who is leaving MTI. will miss her tremendously.. a nice supervisor! hope all her future endeavors will go smoothly. haha.
the pics are funny rite? i like my red hair so much.. hahas. siao cha bor ma. haha.
soMickey-ish' ; 12:30 AM ; Comment it!
have been busy with the event these 2 days.. at least can get my mind off some other stuff.
the event is soo successful today and there are lots of yum yum food. . *drool* i did manage to eat quite alot of food. at least i dont vomit out what i have eaten.
i have been vomiting out the food that i have eaten from fri nite to sun nite. dont have any appetite to eat or fill my stomach with any food even though im having gastric pain.. juat hate the sight of food. make me wana puke.
but now is better le.. i will have to stop torturing myself. im the one who suffer.. no one elses will know and care for me anymore.
has been 4 days since we talked. . really miss him alot alot. i really hate the way things are but what to do. i can only blame myself for everything that happen. i am the one who destroy everything. no matter what i say wont help to mend anything. its all my fault. but my feelings are true. sometimes i really dont understand why i can be so implusive. do things that never go through my brain.
i really just want you back. . nothing more. i know i have hurt you by sending that msg but it doesnt indicate breakup. serious. i dont mean it in that way. i was very pissed that nite. you know temper de.. if i am very pissed , i wont use my brain and think. will just type and send whatever comes to my mind but i will regret later. i also dont know why i am always like that. act without going through my brain. really hate my implusiveness now!
i know you can cope very well without me.. but you also know that i need you. but i know you wont want me back..even if you cool down le rite.
no matter you will call me or msg me.. i wont give up. you should know my character. i like means like.. dont like means dont like. the ring will stil stay on my finger..i wont take it off. to me.. you are still my dear..the one i care and love alot. but to you. . . . . . .
soMickey-ish' ; 4:21 PM ; Comment it!
why did it turn worse?
my impulsiveness is killing me and causing harm to me. i hate that! hate it so much!
i dont want quarrels with him anymore.. i just want him to be happy. but i cant seem to do so for him. he dont flare up and get angry easily but once he is angry.. tt's it. i wil be in deep shit trouble. i think im already in very very very very big trouble now.
he needs time n space to think.. then i am the one giving him that. by doing so.. i think i can become panda in a few days. if his answers are positive.. becoming panda is ok. but what i worried so much is that the answer is negative. i hate this feeling!
even thought the time spent together is not long or not enough but his presence in my life means so much to me. i dont want him to walk out and leave me standing there again.
why must i be so implusive and do things that i will regret afterwards?
i cant blame anyone but myself.
right now i just want him to turn back and embrace me again. . . i really long for his hugs alot.. since the last time i met him til now. but i miss him especially more NOW.. really wana kill myself for being so implusive. *bang wall* =_( what can i do to redeem all this. . . *sob sob*
soMickey-ish' ; 1:45 AM ; Comment it!
mood of the day: lifeless = no mood = 1000000000.......% down
slack almost the whole day.. do not have much tasks to do again. think my eyes are like tap lo. open will flow out so easily de. must train myself to be tougher and more independent.
who wana teach me?
i am at a loss.. blabbering rubbish now!
dear are u having cold war with me? why are you doing this?
do you stil love me? i really have so many qns inside my mind. . .
i just want some confirmation and security only.
i have no intention of throwing temper n other stuff. . .
soMickey-ish' ; 12:18 AM ; Comment it!