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actually second week of attachment passes quite fast for me. whizz... hope every week passes so fast and i will be able to go back to NYP to see my ee gong dearie clan everyday le. :)
23/02
meet up with dear and went to galilee for dinner. almost had a free dinner again but i managed to stop him from doing so. haha. i know you dont want me to spend so much but you cant be occuring a loss also ma. hehee. i am so nice rite? bhb. haha. had a long dinner with dear and then go take pics. turn out not too bad but not too good either. lol. i bought a top and a skirt within 45mins. think i really can shop. haha. waste money also. argh!!
24/02
went chomp chomp with vinnce ard 8 plus. it was so crowded and we had a hard time finding for seats. hahaa. we ordered bloddy cockles, stingray and sotong to eat plus a big cup of lime juice. hahaa. sinful! only 2 of us and we can finish all the food. before i met her..i went to my gran place to eat dinner-a small bowl of rice. hehe. later on we went to coffee bean and get ourselves a hot vanilla-vinnce and blackforest-me. talked to her till 10 plus before i went home to change and meet him for midnight show. haha. dont know why i always have so much to talk to vinnce. hee.
caught the movie, rumor has it, not a show worth to watch on weekends ba. haha. rate them 3/5. so not too bad. he sent me home after that. thanks for all the things you have done!
25/02
finally had a chance to meet up with my ee gong dearies le. EVERYONE is present!! went to eat steamboat at marina south. we just talked sooo loudly there and dont give a damm to any others .hahaha. hong cooked for us.. reason being the only guy among us. poor thing hor. but too bad! wahaa. our dinner lasted for ard 2 hrs. hehe. the feeling is soo nice.. can talked slacked and get together after soo long. took group pics again and individuals pics after steamboat. hehe. my dear fa hua ci again.. love at first sight ba. saw him at marina and cant forget him liao. haha. hope you yuan zai xiang jian.
dear, hong and i went to esplanade while the others went home becuz they are either too tired le or need to go home. we took cab there and walked to the 7-11 at marina square to buy alcohol. we just feel like drinking. tot can meet him bt in the end he say too tired wana go home rest. my mood went downscale immediately and just tell him i drink alcohol. dear is right in saying sometimes things wont go the way we want. have to learn to take it in stride. anyway got a suprise from him becuz he came to find me and sent me home. so sweet. heheh. but i know i am unreasonable la.. he is soo tired but i still want him to meet me. didnt even regard his feelings. its so hard for me to change my da xiao jie temper. but i am trying to change le. dont wana let go of something i might regret later.
currently in the office with so many things on hand but no mood to do them. all my 3 supervisors all out of the office and i am left alone alone alone. . . *wink*
soMickey-ish' ; 10:50 AM ; Comment it!
Conclusion: Looks are Deceiving!!!!!!!!
do not think that once cute guys are always so fun to be with or are very nice guys. if you think that way then you are wrong! absolutely wrong!
i hope you can get the hint and stop disturbing her life.. becuz she is really scared of you! i have made it so clear to you that its not possible for her to call you back but i dont think you get my hint. just dont you get it inside your brain that she is so scared till she is avoiding you and cant you just leave her alone. pls.
dear is so scared till she develop a phobia of phones ringing. do you know that when a girl is scared of you means she is REALLY scared!
sotong blurrie queen signing off..
mood: freaking fucking pissed (phone low batt)
soMickey-ish' ; 9:57 AM ; Comment it!
End of first wk everyone have a place to go except me! but me.. haha. went to level 9 and slack there while waiting for him to finish work. keep seeing couples everywhere i go and its so depressing. hehe. just kidding. met up with dear and colin ard 8 plus cuz i was having gastric and they acc me lo. so nice of them rite? hehe. but they went off ard 10 and i went back to level 9 le. he send me back to amk and he had his dinner there. after that he walked me home. hhaha. so sweet of him to do that. Third Day Fourth Day
today marks the end of my 1st week attachment in MTI!
well i love this job of mine as i get to do tasks related to my diploma (marketing) as i can create advertising message and do publicity for them.
First Day
i am posted to OCM (Organisation Chain Mangement). had a treat from my supervisor, Heather, as its my first day of work. she is a nice person..character remind me of Angela Zhang. but i was over load with infomation.. i have to memorise names of so many people in different division and have to familiarise with the environment i am in. the lady, irene, who taught me and showed me around was telling me what to do and brief me how my routine in OCM.
went to meet my dearies for dinner at cine foodcourt. its fun meeting them. colin, k-box guy, came with jia to meet us and joined us for dinner. after that i went up to look for him..just to see him awhile then i go off le. haha. we walked around town and went home after that. so tired.. brain juices all exhausted.
Second Day
i was still being briefed on what to do in OCM. irene really overloaded me with info as she is transferred to Enterprise so she wont be around to coach me. Heather said that she needed to talk to me so i can get away with listening to those words irene said that would make me feel drowsy.
it's valentine day and everyone got a date expect me. so sad right? haha.
Having someone to acc me go work is such a nice feeling. hehe. trying to come up with different size for the message of the day. but compared to what others are doing..mine is such a simple chore. he picked me up after work and we went to bugis to shop around. haha. met up with med and i can confirmed that she is a blurr sotong like me who has no sense of direction at all. hahaa. he sent me home after that then he went home. hhee. feel so touched.
met med for lunch becuz i dont want her to eat bao again! she has been eating it for 3 days. so took cab to fortune centre and met her. went to hawker to eat lunch and talked. realised it has been so long since we sat down together and eat and chat. ipp attachment has driven us apart. hee. took cab back to office and i had to do my work again. so bored doing the same thing but i enjoyed it. haha.
met dear go bugis shop and she can try so many stuff but never buy any becuz we want to walk walk first before deciding what to buy. hehe. dono why when we see something that both of us want to buy..it only have one peice so i let dear buy lo. she need it more than me.. hhehe.
finally came to the end of the first week of my attachment le. hehe. i really like my company becuz i made friends there and my supervisor is so nice to me. but time passes so slow and i still have 10 weeks to go before i am able to meet my ee gong clan everyday and lunch together.
met vinnce and clinque for steamboat. yummy! its the first time i ate dinner and i ate till so full lo. after that went to watch movie with them. the fog was nice but not very scary. haha. looking forward to my weekend where i can go shopping and buy more. ;)
soMickey-ish' ; 6:00 PM ; Comment it!
Jie, when you're head over heels, you are an Idealistic Romantic
The rituals of romance are important to you. And for that reason, if the object of your affections doesn't appreciate the value of things like red roses and candlelight dinners, they might not hold your interest for very long. However, you're not just looking for a thoughtful date who appreciates romantic gestures. You seek a deeper emotional bond.Once you find that special love, you'll probably be the first to declare that you're head-over-heels rather than hold back you're emotions. After all, what good is being in love if you can't share it?
thats my results for e quiz..think its quite accurate. haha. i look for someone who really bond with me and not just someone who is romantic. i want a partner cum friend and someone who understands me.
in a happy mood today.. meet up with jia and med for a moive-i not stupid too at cine. done a good deed for my dear today lo. dear help me before ma so now my turn to help her. hehe. after movie we went to paragon metro to find med formal pants. walked to far east to but shi lin ji pai cuz jia n i feel like eating. the girls selling that seems abit les les. she keep asking for med no. donno for what reason. hehe.
tml ippp le.. mixture of excitement and anxiety. donno what will happen on my first day of work.
http://web.tickle.com/tests/love/index.jsp
soMickey-ish' ; 11:44 PM ; Comment it!
10/02
Exams are finally over.. all those memorising of facts and practising of mathematics. hehe. went to town to sing k-box with my dearies ee gong clan. we just sing dance jump shout inside the room. hahah. had so much fun with them.. free from all the stress. jia saw 1 guy so cute lo. haha. when he came in to clear the drinks..i asked jia n med how old they thought that guy is and thay say 16. i asked that guy and he say 19. haha. he dint look so old to us. jia was so happy. keep commenting he is cute.. so cute. ehehe. we really enjoyed ourselves but not 100% due to some AP people who is not suitable to join the service industry.
After k-box.. andy and wei siang joined us at galilee and friends for dinner. that place is an ideal location for slacking and spending times with your darlings. hehe. played games and i gotten forfeit lo. have to go do some action that is not new to me. haha. tootpid. but that med go delete that accidentally and i was like...^diaoz^ haha. kidding la. its all fate.
Ipp coming soon and i wont be able to meet my dearies le. feel so weird without them.
11/2
went to toa payoh with jia today and bought out formal pants. haha. finally get it! hhee. then went to town to shop around. proceed to wisma e-base but jia dint see anything she liked so we walked to heeren. she fancy a flesh imp top but considering becuz she is looking for a bag too. hehe. we walked back to far east and i bought my belt..those big belt. hhaha. our final stop is at cine where i went back to galilee to get a drink and get back the no. jia bought a bag there.. i am still considering whether i should buy bag or not. haha. arrange to meet med at toa payoh but in the end met her at amk. the reason i met her is becuz i can play pool. hhaha. been wanting to play pool for a long time so just jump at that chance. went to k-pool with med, neyton, fazli, jeffery and chris. played a game against fazli and took lots of photos there. haha.
after that i went to my aunty house bai nian. my parents la.. say they wanted to go at such a late hour. can go anytime ma..need not wait for new year. so tired le still have to go tampines lo. haha. but ok la..can get ang bao and eat yummy tibits so i wont grumble much. hehe. ^licks^
upload the photos next time ba..tired now..zZz
soMickey-ish' ; 3:11 AM ; Comment it!
So sorry to uuu..darling. im so busy wit my exams & forget about pauline bdae. argh! still need her to remind me today. haha. promise to get you your prezzie kaes. you knoe i love ya..muacks! now grow up..become 1 yr older le. must always be so pretty and hope shawn n you will be everlasting :]
nooo mood to study retail paper.. onli looking forward to relaxing and enjoying tomoorow after the paper. ahaha. so bad rite? well i did memorise and look through some of the points but still.. i dont think any points get into my brain. hehe. meeting hong to study in the morning. hope i can wake up. cannot be lazy n laze in bed again. bleah..
ipp starting on next mon le.. cant see my dearies ee gong clan as n when i like liao. ^sob sob^ but we will be meeting up for dinner and 'chit-chat' sessions rite? haha. med: i will msg u every morning de. dont worry. lol.
soMickey-ish' ; 12:30 AM ; Comment it!
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say "I miss you"
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..
Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
soMickey-ish' ; 12:56 AM ; Comment it!
MINISTRY OF TRADE & INDUSTRY... my IPp attachment.
is this considered good or bad?
think its located at city hall and somewher near funan it mall ba..
i got into that place together with somone fake fake de..the only fact that brings me down.
not really looking forward to IPP.. becuz it means the ee gong clan will split up le. my dearie kanna post to changi hospital.. so far from me but so near to her house. haha. ironic?
the list of the ee gong clan ipp attachment:
--> Huimin- 01 Computer System Pte Ltd
--> Medeline- AddOn Systems Pte Ltd
--> Jia jia- Changi General Hospital
--> Shihui- Expressions International (S) Pte Ltd
--> Li shi- Wing Tai Holdings Ltd
--> Jie ying- Ministry of Trade & Industry
--> Zhi hong- Health Promotion Board
--> Kar kit- Health Promotion Board
well the ee gong clan must still meet up even though we are all so apart from each other! dont know how to survive 2 mth plus without seeing my ee gong clan almost everyday. ^wink^
didnt really enjoy my new yr.. mayb its just so different this yr. since i made my promise.. i will honour it. even though i didnt enjoy.. i still had a pleasant stay at Genting and Sunway Lagoon. my family members make it pleasing and happy for me. reach home ard 1am on 1feb'06. i reach hme so late due to the communication breakdown between spore five stars tour co and malayisa five stars tour co. so pissed. but luckily i can sleep on the bus. think i gained a few pounds during this holiday. mom ensure that i eat every meal and cant skip any. didnt get to buy much stuff this round cuz the shops i wana go is closed. argh! haha. will upload the pics next time. too tedious le. ;p
sometimes there is no answer to the qns.. dont like means dont like. i really hate giving people the wrong impression. i have already say out straight whats my answer. no matter how much effort is being put in, i wont appreciate. simply becuz i wont be able to input any feelings into this. so if feelings of friends cant be input into this relationship then dont ask why i am so cold. i mean what i say now. no reason why i start to do this now. i have already make it very clear. btw i only acknowledge 1 person as my dear-jia jia. thanks.
soMickey-ish' ; 12:40 AM ; Comment it!
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